rubbish

i duno why.but this feeling sux. i nv wanted to say wat i said.

n im nt being myself these few days.

i hate e way i react to some things

my heart tells me this.but my brain tells me otherwise.

i chose to go along with my brain,which is to do the rational thing n not wat i would do normally.

n i feel guilty for that..haiz~

i hope i would return to normal soon..lol

pardon me~just trying to entertainment myself..

-.-