Friday, May 25, 2012

It seems like a dream..


The last 3 years felt like a dream, so unreal and yet so real..

Never would I have thought of being in TP, and never would I have though of being in this course as well.. But, it all happened. Back then, I was so confident I would get into either of my first two choices, that I sort of anyhow choose the remaining choices, which I think was interesting or doable. When I received the sms informing me of the course I'm being accepted into, I panicked and really felt like crying as it was something totally unexpected. I even had to go online to check out the course as I did not know anything about it. I was still holding the hope that I would be able to get into my first two choices, since the COP was just a point away from me. I wrote a letter to NP, and even went to see the MP for him to help send an appeal to the school as well (Yes, I know it sounds really erm dramatic, but I was desperate you know). However, all efforts was futile. Having tried all ways I could, I guess that is one thing that I did not regret, since I fought for it already (LOL).. So, as most people would, I reluctantly walked towards the 3 years' path of uncertainty...

Before the start of school, I attended the freshmen orientation still with much unwillingness, and met a course-mate who did not want to be in this course either, and we were grumbling to each other and even planned to 'escape' by transferring to other courses.. like a funny memory now that we think of it.. and it seems just like not long ago..

Sem 1.1 The Explorer!
Like: Microecons
Neutral: OB, Comm Skills, IntHT, RHT, APEL 1
Scary: BCS

It was the period of exploring, where one learns how to do research, references, appendices, presentations and also how to interact with fellow classmates, especially when doing group projects. One thing worth mentioning is learning to do presentations, because of my personality.. (Even though it still isn't good now, I think it should be enough to prove to those who think I cannot make it in this course)

Everything is unfamiliar, but this contributes to novelty which actually sparks curiosity and interest, since it is not a boring course (this is true, because it is like bao ga liao). scary, stressful, interesting..

Sem 1.2 The Adapter (not the AC adapter kinds..)
Like: Macroecons, Intro to Sociology
Neutral: POM, F&B, BCPRCC, Comm Skills 2, Marketing for H&T
Scary: Marketing project :x

In the 2nd semester, I felt kinda adapted already, hence it was quite alright? other than the marketing project which left us struggling, BUT, accomplished (very thankful to my v hardworking group who almost camped in school everyday to finish it). Socio was fun too, as in I only had to listen to the tutor talk talk talk about interesting stories and the class having debates, which was like a relief to the Thursday crazy 9am-7pm timetable w/o any break (felt like a energetic kid at that time, so act act still go to the non-relevant BCPRCC lect and crashed Socio's 6pm lect..)

Sem 2.1 The Leisurer
Like: FEM, AM,
Neutral: Accounting for H&T, ILR, ROM, Entrepreneurship, APEL 2
Scary: None :D

Going to Sentosa every school day, tapping the card for free tram rides and feeling like a tourist (maybe only me), seeing tourists of different nationalities, going to the academy with awesome surroundings of leisurely feel (clouds, coconut trees and all, lol), going for lectures in small rooms, going for tutorials in rooms with small nice doors, going to toilets which require password for entrance, doing accounting or projects in areas at the risk of being bitten by mosquitoes, seeing peacocks and squirrels running around, catching glimpses of animal performances while walking to Koufu to eat lunch plus discuss projects, doing FEM project every weekend (to me, it felt like every weekend) as if we did not have enough of it during weekdays, laughing like crazy during project meetings for no reason (yes, apparently, there is no reason or whatsoever :P), meeting for AM project consultation weekly (too frequent till we seem to irritate the tutor), and most importantly, having really awesome FEM + AM group-mates!

To me, the best semester ever. Need I say more? :)

Sem 2.2 The Waitress
Like: TCS, BNu
Neutral: Mgt A&F for H&T, BESE, MICE
Scariest: SSM

With reference to the subheading, it is obvious that the module anyone and everyone would remember is SSM, the common nightmare for all (if not all, most? well, at least me..) Every Monday night, I would need iron the shirt and apron, wake up at 4am++ on Tuesday morning, tie my hair so tight that I thought all my hair would be gone by the end of the semester, endure the weird stares from people on 969 who thought we were some weirdos with erm, ridiculously (please don't penalise me, don't know how to describe it..) gel-up hair/ take a cab at 6am to avoid the surcharge while being able to reach TCC in time.., changing in the toilet, doing last minute touch-ups like putting on the tie, putting (sorry for the bad English) on the very red lipstick, and spamming gels + sprays to prevent the hair from being too naughty (Thank my hair stylist for helping me bun my hair!), ironing the apron if it gets some ceases somehow, then rushing down to assemble before the start of the long-hour module.. Process, i guess its all up to the positions one have done before.. Not much for me to say, because I don't really have much chances for different positions (I only know stewarding is relaxing, and being a cashier makes me sweat)..

But anyway, I am glad to have taken up Tourism, Culture & Society (TCS) as my elective as it is really interesting to understand the cultures of different countries, and the deep impact made on cultures due to tourism.. The lectures and tutorials always felt like some knowledge seminars (not dry, but really interesting to know), and I am really proud of my project blog as I get to learn more about Taiwan through research that it doesn't even feel like an assignment..and also, the Exhibitions on Tour which I am grateful for being able to invite the Thai embassy lady for the performance, with the paper Loi Krathong that we made.. (A big thank you to my group mates!)

Sem 3.1 The Intern
Internship at Children's Cancer Foundation for Hair for Hope 2011
With good and bad encounters, much experience is gained. It is a truly real-life learning journey different from theories on books.

Sem 3.2 The Last
Like: Spa
Neutral: DPD, FM, Club, Cruise, APEL 3
Scary: Calculus

Bringing the 3 years to an end, the last semester was hectic, the only pro was that everyone has already gotten used to the mechanism of projects.. The projects were challenging, but thank goodness that all ended up alright..

The modules were relatively hard to study as well, especially when they are not so straight forward :x However, Calculus was especially tough, as it is hard to overcome that physiological barrier of having gotten a F9 for Amaths during O Levels.. When I get stuck with those questions, memories of studying Amaths float up; its the same kind of helpless feeling that makes you wanna give up.. Thanks to my wonderful friends, I still studied and practised even though it is really killing me,  and well, got a decent grade even though it is not a A (which could have let me 雪耻 :/)

Sem 3.3 The Ending?
The last 3 years felt like a dream, so unreal and yet so real..


If you ask me if I regret choosing Leisure & Resort Management, I would say, I have no choice at that time, but, since I am already here, I think this is the best I could have gotten out of this course..

Even though I did not get to study Chinese modules, I have gained much exposure to business modules, which are actually quite interesting, plus that our course have a wide range of exotic modules. Most importantly, it has changed my character and personality throughout the years, even though still introverted, but less (due to presentations and projects), even though still as crappy/nonsensical/weird at times, but less (or is it that most people accepted the fact liao).. Tell me how I have changed, so I can add in uh :P

Most most importantly, I am grateful to all polytechnic friends and lecturers, whether you love or hate me, whether you will or not remember me, I just want to let you ladies and gentlemen and kids (if you wanna be younger, you can acknowledge this) know, I will always remember you all, in someway or another, as I wouldn't be who I am today, without you, without the goods and bads.

Thank You
to those who love me, and Sorry to those I may have offended unknowingly.

Has it ended? Nope, it hasn't ended, but rather, it is now a new beginning for everyone after graduation..
Towards the future, life continues... Till we meet, stay healthy and happy! After we meet, same applies :P




For memories sake (as I have a bad memory) and to show appreciation, Credits of my Polytechnic life to: Sem 1.1 Project GroupOB, Comm Skills, IntHT, RHT: Eugenia, Liew Siew, Lynn (Ling Na), WeiLin, WeizhenMicroecons: Liew Siew, Lynn (Ling Na)BCS: Liew Siew, Lynn (Ling Na), Lillian Sem 1.2 Project GroupMacroecons, Comm Skills 2, Marketing for H&T, F&B: Liew Siew, Lillian, Weizhen POM: Liew Siew, Weizhen, Shawn Chia, NajibIntro to Sociology: Jaslyn Chua, Shereen, Xin Yi, HughBCPRCC: Chuan Hui, Germaine, Li Yuan, Wang Qiong, Chek Yihxian Sem 2.1 Project GroupFEM, AM: Kim, Liew Siew, Sylvia Tay, Zu XianILR, ROM: Darren, Jac, Jane, Liew Siew, Yazid Sem 2.2 Project GroupTCS: Angela, Chee Sian, Chu Shiuan, KaiJieMICE: Angela, Chee Sian, Chu Shiuan, FranzBESE: Angela, Chee Sian, Chu Shiuan, Yogi, AisahBNu: Jeremy Wee Sem 3.1 Fellow InternsJus, Kay Hwa, Weixuan Sem 3.2 Project GroupClub, Cruise, DPD, FM, Spa: Kirby, Nabee, Sylvia Tay, Weizhen, Zu Xian OthersMyBelovedFamily and Friends :)


If you can bear this super long and naggy and crappy post, congrats, you are a good person with patience ;]





 
 


Thursday, November 25, 2010

幻

何谓梦想?

或许从始至终,根本就没有过。
既然没有,又在感慨什么?

不知该何去何从...
迷失方向的小孩,无助又彷徨。
但,不能依靠任何人。

因为,前方的路只有自己能决定。

Saturday, September 25, 2010

super dup randomness

Sometimes i just feel like I'm a terrible person..

I don't know..I hope to be a better person, somehow..i need to, and ought to..

Just super random..haha lol

Monday, August 23, 2010

if i could walk in the sky..

“I thought it would’ve been a waste if I just stayed indoors that certain day. I then hurriedly got off my bed, ran outside, closed my eyes and started walking in the sky.”

Sunday, August 01, 2010

劉若英 [ 繼續-給十五歲的自己 ]



繼續 - 給15歲的自己
作詞:施人誠
作曲:Angela Aki

知道嗎 我總是惦記 十五歲不快樂的你
我多想 把哭泣的你 摟進我懷裏
不確定 自己的形狀 動不動就和世界碰撞
那些傷 我終於為你 都一一撫平

那一年最難的習題 也不過短短的幾行筆記
現在我卻總愛回憶 回憶當時不服輸的你

天空 會不會雨停 會不會放晴
會不會幸福在終點等著我和你
會不會是我忘記 還能勇敢地去淋雨
我們繼續走下去 繼續往前進
繼續走向期待中的未知旅行
感覺累了的時候 抱著我們的真心
靜靜 好好地休息

這些年 我還算可以 至少都對得起自己
謝謝你 是你的單純 給了我指引
遇見過 很多很多人 完成了一些些事情
你一定 還無法想象 多精彩過癮

誰說人生是公平的 它才不管我們想要怎樣
很感激 你那麽倔強 我才能變成今天這樣

我們繼續走下去 繼續往前進
看這條路肯讓我們走到哪裏
我們想去的地方 一定也有人很想去
我們都不要放棄 都別說灰心
永遠聽從刻在心中那些聲音
感覺累了的時候 請你把我的手握緊

沒有地圖 人生只能憑著手上的夢想 Oh~
循著它的光 曲折轉彎找到有光的地方
Lalala Lalala Lalala 那年的夢想
Lalala Lalala Lalala 人要有夢想
勇敢的夢想 瘋狂的夢想

繼續走下去 繼續往前進
路旁有花 心中有歌 天上有星
我們要去的那裏 一定有最美麗的風景
Oh~ 都不要放棄 都別說灰心
不要辜負心裏那個乾凈的自己
痛到想哭的時候 就讓淚水洗掉委屈
我們要相信自己 永遠都相信
來到這個世界不是沒有意義
我們做過的事情 都會留在人心裏
會被回憶而珍惜

有一天 我將會老去 希望你會覺得滿意
我沒有 對不起那個 十五歲的自己

Thursday, July 22, 2010

the 1st smth of being 18..

So, 18 years have passed since i arrived at this place called Earth..been through what could have been smth called just part of life..aimless and uncertain abt the future, but hoping to find the correct direction someday soon..

Dear family & friends,

Please guide me along.. i will strive to become a better person; daughter,sister,friend,or even stranger..

Love,
TH

Saturday, June 12, 2010

SS501 LIVE

1st LIVE performance on 6 Aug 2005:


Most recent LIVE performance on 12 June 2010:

Thursday, May 06, 2010

some update..

心血来潮-ly, i decided to change the blogskin, which have been there for like 2 or 3 years i cant even rmb liao haha..thank you whoever still comes for bearing with that.

so erm, test test 1 2 3.

change of blog skin, change of human skin? LOL not funny i know..as in let's start our lives fresh, from tmr onwards :)

Wednesday, April 21, 2010

some random thoughts x)

i've decided.i will become a bad guy.since the world is so evil, let me be evil too..haha LOL.
kinda hard to be good and stuck in between.most dont appreciate anyway-.-
so just be bad and do watever i want.

haha.some random thoughts xD seems like some 5yr old kid grumbling..wakaka

alright.nid to adjust body clock since holidays to school,seems to be giving some headache=.=

hwaiting!-.-

Saturday, February 27, 2010

A year

last year..20 April..orientation was on 16,17 if I'm not wrong..
so it has been 1 yr already..time passes really fast isn't it?
i can really still remember the orientation..its like gosh, haha.
well well, maybe this is what life is. grumbling for like 1 year liao, can't believe i so long-winded.lol

Time to part, let's pray for the best for everyone..加油。

Time to move on and let go of the past, dude. move on..

Saturday, January 23, 2010

13/01/2010

[click to enlarge image]~
'champion of logic' goes to LST~

'0' Probability goes to TTH~sibeh imba to get this..& its still 0 after wy played the 2nd round wahaha


dated 13/01/2010. NP w/ jnhs,st,wy,sywx plus me th ;)

Monday, January 18, 2010

rubbish

i duno why.but this feeling sux. i nv wanted to say wat i said.

n im nt being myself these few days.

i hate e way i react to some things

my heart tells me this.but my brain tells me otherwise.
i chose to go along with my brain,which is to do the rational thing n not wat i would do normally.
n i feel guilty for that..haiz~

i hope i would return to normal soon..lol

pardon me~just trying to entertainment myself..

-.-

Friday, January 01, 2010

summing up 2009 and welcoming 2010

As promised,i am blogging..omg.LOL.==ok crap.

2009 hasn't been so good..but, well..it has already passed.Thus, let's just let me throw away everything there..

welcoming 2010, hoping it will be better.. ;) 新年快乐,大家要好好地努力,好好地生活。

明天会更好,但愿如此 :)

and i sort of completed one of my new year resolution already..woo

Monday, December 21, 2009

Friday, November 27, 2009

let go, move on

The hardest part about growing up is letting go of what you were used to, & moving on with something you're not.

I simply couldn't agree more on this. Maybe, one just should not grow up at all..

I'm sure many feel this way. But as always mentioned(by me xD), this is part of life..

YES.all the sadness should stop when you get up in the morning, you're a brand new person with all a whole new world waiting for you to conquer..

st, cheer up yo :) we are going to do what we want, from this moment onwards. No more 'IF ONLY's, lets start with 'I WILL'.

ha. Somehow feel that today is a good day to emo..for everyone~

Monday, November 23, 2009

horoscope o.o

sometimes i cant help but think..how exactly did humans come up with horoscopes..sibeh boliao but sometimes how they analyse each horoscope is accurate u know..ha.random agn..lol.

Cancer is a mysterious sign, filled with contradictions. They want security and comfort yet seek new adventure. They are very helpful to others yet sometimes can be cranky and indifferent.

Cancer has a driving, forceful personality that can be easily hidden beneath a calm, and cool exterior. The crab is Cancer's ruling animal and it suits them well, they can come out of their shell and fight but they can also hide in their shell of skitter away back into the depths of the ocean. They are very unpredictable. With cancer, there is always something more that meets the eye, for they are always partially hidden behind the shell.

They are a have a deep psyche and intuitive mind that is hidden from the world. Cancer is deeply sensitive and easily hurt, this might be why they have their defense shell in place, to avoids being hurt by others. They are nurturers so they surround themselves with people, whom after a while can offend or hurt a cancer without even knowing they did so, therefore Cancer's protective shell keeps them safe from hurt.

They are complex, fragile, unpredictable and temperamental and need constant support and encouragement, more then any other astrology signs, Cancer needs to be needed. When cancer gets the support it needs, it has a tremendous amount to offer in return.

When cancer gets offended, they tend to sulk instead of confronting the persons face to face. This needlessly prolongs the pain and suffering.

Cancer is very possessive, not just with material possessions but with people as well. Cancer will always want to stay in touch with old friends and anyone who has ever been close to them, because it is easier to maintain a friendship then attempt to learn to trust a new person. It is easier this way for them emotionally. If you befriend a Cancer, you will stay friends for a long time.

Cancer makes the perfect mother, this is the sign that represents motherhood. They have unconditional love and caring more so then any other astrology sign.

Cancer are very intuitive. Most of the psychics of the world are Cancer astrology signs. They have an excellent memory and are very observant and can read people very well. They can usually tell of other people's intentions are good or not. Never dupe a Cancer, they can see your motives.

Cancer has a lot of emotional issues to deal with but once they overcome this large hump of shyness and insecurity, there is practically nothing they can't do. With their strong intuition, sensitivity, powers of observation and intelligence, they will have great success in anything they undertake.